Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Some Diamante Poems

Today we were given the opportunity to learn about and write a few "diamante poems." Here are a few that I put down on paper during class.

SCHOOL

School
loud ,noisy
learning, teaching, preaching
an institute for education
reading, writing, cheating,
lousy, lazy
Students


LOVE

Love
true pure
warming, comforting, embracing
Love helps you survive
Eternity


CHRISTMAS

Christmas
warm, cozy
giving, hugging, receiving
Christmas such a joyful season
jingling, ringing, singing
soft peaceful
Holiday


FAMILY

Family
helpful, sincere
comforting, loving, hurting
a family connects people
Bond


WHITENESS

Whiteness
pure, innocent
steaming, snowing, cleaning
White never seems dirty
Blackness

On the Process of Writing Diamante Poems



At first I found the task of writing diamante poems not very satisfying. I didn’t feel like I was in the right mood to be creative enough to write anything – least of all a poem. But after a few minutes of jotting down adjectives to the theme Family, I found that I was actually getting the hang of it. In a short amount of time I wrote five poems. During the process of writing, I changed adjectives around, traded one word for another and even inserted an entire line in one poem when I noticed that it was missing one. When I came up with a theme, I first started to think of words that related to it. These were written down right next to the title that was already down on paper. Then I continued to write the rest of the poem, and I started to enjoy this creative task. Yet, I have to admit that I again switched a word here or there in one or the other poem, before I blogged them. 

Doubt - a Parable

“Innocence can only be wisdom in a world without evil“ declares Sister Aloysius in John Patrick Shanley’s Pulitzer Prize- and Tony Award-winning drama Doubt – A Parable.
Doubt is set in 1964 in the Bronx. As a “fierce moral guardian” Sister Aloysius, headmistress of a Catholic school, makes it her personal responsibility to care for her students’ well-being, especially for the school’s first and only African-American student, Donald Muller. She advises Sister James, the novice nun and new 8th grade teacher, to “pay attention to [her] class,” to “be hard on the bright ones” and to be watchful for evil within the school. In addition, the strict, old-fashioned nun closely observes Father Flynn, the modern, open-minded physical and religious education teacher, searching for evidence which would confirm her suspicions of child-molestation by the young priest
When Sister James informs her that Donald Muller returned from the rectory acting strangely and with alcohol on his breath, Sister believes her assumptions have been confirmed. Reluctant to leave the matter to Monsignor Benedict who “thinks the sun rises and sets on Father Flynn,” she sets out on a personal crusade to protect the children entrusted to her care. The result is a play that leaves the truth untold. Doubt keeps its audience in a constant state of ambiguity, somewhere between belief, deception and the feeling of not knowing whom to trust.
Lexi von Hoffmann gives an outstanding performance as Sister Aloysius. Despite being a hardened agnostic, von Hoffmann fits her role “to a t.” With her partly cool and partly stern facial expressions she is successfully able to convey her character’s strict and old-school behavior in a most appealing manner. Although representing a traditional, stubborn old nun, von Hoffmann manages to gain the audience’s sympathy and is exceptionally convincing in her complex role. Her, at times, witty and implicitly caring remarks and statements define the way the spectators perceive her: as a strict, but caring, and responsible clergywoman who is determined to do whatever she can to protect her students and who, in the end, falls to pieces stricken with sorrow and “doubt.”
In Doubt, the only character who knows for sure whether or not the allegations against the priest are false is Father Flynn, brilliantly played by Harald Djürken. Right in the beginning of the production Djürken, as Father Flynn, sets the mood with his passionate sermon, in which he introduces the parable’s theme to the audience. “What do you do when you are not sure”, is the question that haunts the entire play. Djürken was suitably cast for the role of the progressive, laid-back priest. He is able to play the different facets of this intricate character who on the one hand is modern, easy-going and all smiles, yet on the other hand is manipulative and almost intimidating. Father Flynn seems to be able to sweet-talk himself out of harm’s way and in doing so he obtains Sister James’ sympathy. Subsequently, as the name of the play suggests, Doubt successfully cascades the audience into a continual turmoil of uncertainty.
24-year-old Ellen Bergmann appropriately portrays the young and enthusiastic novice, Sister James. As the school’s new 8th grade teacher, energetic Sister James seems to have the desire to please everybody within the church and school: her headmistress, her students, Father Flynn and Monsignor Benedict. Although she has her heart in the right place, Sister James gives the impression of being naïve and easily influenced. Bergmann perfectly portrays this trait through her lively voice, which often rises to a higher pitch. She smiles a great deal, appears to see the good in everything and, in a fidgety sort of manner, impeccably acts the part of the pure-minded and passionate young nun.
Last but not least, Eve Harris’ performance as Mrs. Muller is worth commenting on. The native South African actress appears only once on stage during scene VIII. In this part of the play she is called into Sister Aloysius’ office to have a talk about the suspicions pertaining to her son and Father Flynn. Mrs. Muller’s response to the priest’s alleged improper conduct is perhaps the biggest surprise in Doubt. Although motivated by the need to protect Donald she claims that “you accept what you gotta accept.” Harris exquisitely fulfills her role of an African-American woman in the 1960’s, who is more than thankful that her son is able to attend a good school.
In addition to the fine work of these actors, Doubt is able to captivate the audience’s attention by never explicitly saying what Sister Aloysius’ suspicions are. During the entire play these allegations are circumscribed with various phrases and metaphors, for instance, “you know what I’m talking about”, “a man who would do this”, “prior history of infringements”, or “the little sheep lagging behind is the one the wolf goes for.” This circumstance enhances the audience’s feeling of deception and belief and leaves the theatergoers in “doubt” even towards the end of the production.
Doubt – A parable is an intriguing theatrical performance by The Hamburg Players. It is entertaining and, at times, disturbingly ambivalent. Ultimately, not even the audience can agree on whether or not Father Flynn is innocent. Therefore, one can only recommend this play, since it addresses issues that even today prevail in our society. Churches, priests and the general public deal with these issues almost on a daily basis. This production calls attention to this situation and leaves the people wondering and assuming in “doubt.”

Doubt -Scene I

A few ideas on the purpose and effect of scene I 

Monday, December 13, 2010

Finding Noel - A Christmas Novel





“My mother used to tell me that angels walk the earth disguised as people.
Tonight I am a believer.”
(Mark Smart from Finding Noel, page 10)
I thought I’d just post a short comment on a book I read on Sunday! The 304-page book Finding Noel by Richard Paul Evans is a Christmas novel that is definitely worth to read. The story is about two people and how life had dealt them one body blow after another. It is about faith, trust and love and it is about how one simple act of kindness can change a life forever. If you need a tear-jerking, heart-warming story in this cold winter season, you should absolutely get yourself a copy of Finding Noel, make yourself a cup of tea and find a cozy corner to read. It’s worth it!

Thursday, December 2, 2010

My Hands are Small

Yes, I decided to bring the lyrics to Hands by Jewel Kilcher to class.
Just so everybody knows what I will be talking about, I'll first acquaint you with the lyrics.

If I could tell the world just one thing
It would be that we're all OK


and not to worry 'cause worry is wasteful
and useless in times like these
I won't be made useless
I won't be idle with despair
I will gather myself around my faith
For light does the darkness most fear

My hands are small, I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
and I am never broken

Poverty stole your golden shoes
But it didn't steal your laughter
and heart ache came to visit me
But I knew it wasn't ever after

We'll fight, not out of spite
For someone must stand up for what's right
'Cause where there's a man who has no voice
There ours shall go singing

My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
and I am never broken

In the end only kindness matters
In the end only kindness matters

I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray

My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
and I am never broken

My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
and I am never broken
We are never broken

We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's mind
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's heart
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's eyes
We are God's hands
We are God's hands

In case you would also like to listen to this wonderful song, here are two youtube links:

There are many reasons why I truly love this song:
I love the melody and the way Jewel's voice sometimes quavers.
I love the lyrics and the deeper meaning that is hidden behind, at points, rather simple words.
I love the reference to God and the fact that it makes me feel like I am special.
And I love the fact that it reminds me of my time with my family in Chicago.

Some of my feelings are highlighted by the way this song is written. Jewel uses a few metaphors,
which make the song more picturesque, e.g. Poverty stole your golden shoes But it didn't steal 
your laughter. She repeats certain phrases and words, not only in the chorus. This draws attention
to these words. In addition to these few aspects, the beginning of the song is a kind of "ear-catcher":
If I could tell the world just one thing...and then she pauses. This pause makes the onset of Hands dramatic.
The listener is anticipating the rest of the sentence.

These are only a few things which make the song attractive.